Wednesday, January 29, 1986

Spiritual energies and vital


         Spiritual energies and vital, long pent up!
         How they would
         with unmanageable vigor surge
         to sieze their longed for consummation
         and erupt
         in one flaming liberation
         of the carnal urge!

         I know what you are thinking,
         you who read this poem,
         but you are wrong.

         And even I,
         who write what I can hardly see
         with all my concentration vexed,
         must too concede,

         my conqured nature
         is not truth nor lie,
         nothing would commit,
         nor will, nor fall
         against the Rock that it is built upon
         to be dashed and damned
         rather than stand,

         and not my thought, but what it hinges on,
         must only matter
         now, and to the bitter end.
x